Banyak sangat kekecewaan terjadi minggu ni. Huhu. Hadapi dengan senyuman.
Kenapa ya? aku rasa, blog ni hanya untuk perkara yang sedih. Aku selalu rasa gembira, tapi jarang aku share kegembiraan aku kat sini. Ade sorang cakap kat aku, aku ni nak dapat simpati je. Sorila, buat ape aku nak mintak simpati, kalo viewers simpati pun, diorang boleh buat ape?
Macam ni la, aku terus-terang. Kalau aku gembira, aku suka share dengan family & frens. Tapi kalau aku sedih, aku tak nak susahkan diorang. Jarang aku share. Simpan je la. So, untuk puaskan hati, aku letak kat blog ni. Tak kesah la ade orang bace ke tak, yang pentingnya, semua yang tak best berjaya diluahkan. I don't care who's reading wut.
Erm...kalo orang tanye, how's life. Aku tak tau nak jawab ape. Selalunya aku jawab, "ok je...cam biase" Tak reti nak describe la. Apa yang aku rase dengan hidup aku ye? Apa yang aku nak...semua aku dapat. Tapi still rase ade something hilang. Cam takde x-factor. Nak kata bosan, tak jugak sebab every weekend schedule aku full...hang out & lepak-lepak. Mungkin aku kena tambah lagi aktiviti masa lapang. Kena bersukan kot. Huhu. Aku nak try ice skating & rock climbing. Cakap je tu..sampai bile pun tak try.
Penang, tak sabar nak pegi penang. Tak rancang pun nak pegi, tapi dalam kepala aku hanya nampak Penang. Insyallah, July 2006 aku sampai Penang. Kenapa July? Sebab July's my fav month.
Hadapi dengan tenang jiwa, semuakan baik-baik saja.
[1] what made you happy this week?
my new baby...DMC-FZ5
[2] what made you sad this week?
somebody put all the blame on me...it was terrible coz i've dun nothing
[3] has someone/somebody made u happy lately?
no
[4] how are you feeling at the moment?
sleepy but cannnot sleep
[5] are you the type of person who easily gets hurt?
yes
[6] do you cry?
yes, i do.
[7] have you ever been to a point in your life that you've thought about giving up?
yes...many times
[8] last movie you watched?
Freaky Friday on Disney Channel.
[9] with who?
sis
[10] the last song you heard?
My Hump - Black Eyed Peas
[11] the last thing you bought?
Prepaid Reload Card
[12] the last place you went?
7-Eleven, to buy Reload card
[13] the last food you ate ?
Normal food that i eat evryday. Nasi n lauk
[14] the last thing you heard from your parents?
"Eti buat ape tu?"..sambil bukak pintu bilik. Spot check la tu. huhu
[15] the last thing you said to your parents?
"Tak buat ape2"
[16] the last thing you said to one of your friends?
"orait..no problem"
[17] the last thing you read?
awa's blog
[18] the last person you called?
Mazlina and Khairul Nizam
[19] the last person who called you?
My parents
[20] the last person who msg you?
Che Nard
[21] the last person who gave you a testimonial?
Sape ntah
[22] the last person who messaged you on ym/msn?
Awa
[23] the last person/s you're with?
K.ima...
[24] the last person you kicked?
wut's this?
[25] the last person you think of before sleeping?
p & c
[26] the last thing you're goin to do before going to sleep?
pakai losyen kot
[27] the last time you went shopping?
last week
[28] what song are you listening to now?
none
[29] handphone brand?
Sony Ericsson
[30] wat wud u do if sumone tells u he/she likes u?
I'll say "I dun believe in any words spoken. If u like me, then show me."
[31] where do u live?
Cheras
[32] what can't you live w/out?
Money and the people I love
[33] what are you thinking of right at this moment?
"this is a tricky question"
[34] what do you want most?
i won't tell bcoz it won't come true if i tell u
[35] what would best describe you?
Someone told me i'm annoying. He's wrong, definitely. I think I am a lurus bendul person.
[36] who do you hate?
p & c
[37] what are you most looking forward to now?
Career, hobbies, money.
Jangan Pernah BerubahManusia...semua sama saja. Kebanyakan manusia yang aku kenal, cakap tak serupa bikin. Make promises easily. Lain kali, kalau tak mampu buat jangan berjanji. From now on, i won't entertain any sweeeet promises dari mulut manusia. I'll accept it, but will never expect something good in return.
Nak buat kata-kata manis senang, nak hancurkan hati orang pun senang. Damn. Huhuhu
Aku tak tujukan ayat-ayat diatas straight to one person je. Tapi untuk semua la. Aku pun tak perfect. Aku pun pernah buat janji kosong dan berubah hati. Sebab tu aku tulis kat sini, supaya semua orang sentiasa ingat. So semakin kurang generasi-generasi patah hati kat dunia ni.
Semalam aku dapat job offer from MiTV. Dalam dilema lagi ni. Gaji aku confirm kena downgrade, sebab gaji ngan Kit-Kard lagi byk. Monthly expenses kena kurangkan. Company aku sekarang, susah nak build career. Takat tu je la. MitV cam ok (ini ape yg aku nampak). Lagipun ramai member yang aku kenal kat sane. Aku ade mase 2 minggu lagi nak fikir. Tapi memang pecah kepale. Dah 2 hari pening & rasa nak demam. Pasal ape ye? Cuaca ke?
Esok confirm gi KLCC lepas keje. Ade hal sket. Huhuhu. Hal penting.
Hal-hal dunia
Andai Kau Mengerti(Tajuk tidak ada kena mengena dengan post kali ini)
Petang sabtu, pegi tengok Homegrown Finale Concert kat Amphitheatre dengan member aku, Man. Aku can kesian plak kat mamat ni. Sebelum diye pick up aku kat umah, aku sms soh diye dtg awal. Aku cakap "Mkn sini. Ade Spaghetti". Tula, len kali aku tak nak promise awal-awal. Spaghetti tak jadi masak atas sebab2 yang tak dapat dielakkan. Mase tu aku cool je. Aku ingat Man tak kesah. Maybe diye pun dah makan kat umah diye. Bile sampai Sunway, diye cakap nak makan. Rupenye diye tak makan lagi. Hampeh. Pastu, diye nak cari spaghetti. Aku mase tu dah terase gile dah. "Aku macam nak makan spaghetti la. Ko la ni!..." Huhuhu. Sori Sori
Then masuk Pizza Hut je. Lagipun mase tu konsert dah nak start. Kat pizza hut plak, duk sebelah pop shuvit. Kitorang dah habis mkn, band members baru nak jamah pizza. Confirm konsert start lambat. Tapi memang lambat pun. Patutnye start kul 7. Tapi kul 8 lebih baru start. Malam tu ok la jugak. Sound system pun superb. Aku enjoy performance 7 collar tshirt & republic of brickfields. Yang lain tu bukan taste aku. Huhuhu.
